Kapitel 18

Well, I don´t think that it will have a good end with Sam and I.
Sam never came back to us. Okay, he visited Roof, but he doesn´t live with us anymore. He was here for a hour.
I was taking a bath when he knocked at the door of the bathroom and asked if he can come in. I opened the door and he came in. He said that I could go back in the bathtub. I thought that he just wanted to look at me and than he said something that shocked me. He said that he got better things to look at. I asked him what that means, but he gave me no straight answer. That was too much for me. Everything went a fast way and I said things, which I now regret. I said, that he would never see Roof again and things like that. Then he got loud and we both screamed until my mum came in. She helped us to talk like adults. Sam came to us because he read things about teenage pregnancy and he read that the fathers loose the contact to their sons. This frightend him that much, that he needed to talk to me about that.
I can understand him. He still loves Roof like me and I can´t imagine a life without him,too.