Kapitel 7 & 8

I don´t know what to say. I am speechless. Yesterday Sam ran away from home. He was in hastings where he had been for a year with his mum. I things that all was or is to much for him. But know what shall i do? I don´t thing that Sam wants to be a father and than i´m alone with my baby. Really i can´t understand him. What would be, when something happened to him? Then he would be dead just because of me. When i heard that he went away i couldn´t breath. I had to sat down on the couch and Sam mum helped me, she gave me something to drink and then we talked. She asked me if i know a reason he Sam went away or if i noticed something or know where he is. I just sayed her that it´s over with us and that i have no idea where he could be. She was not very happy to hear that, so she made a really sad face. Suddenly she got up from the couch and took her mobilephone out of her little bag. With the sentence : " I don´t know what...i think i must call the police!" , she left me alone in the living-room and went out for calling the police. After 5 minutes she came back and sayed that she must go home, because the police wanted to meet her at Sams and hers home. When she was out of the house i suddenly started cryind. I think this all was completly too much for me.