Kapitel 10

OMG!
I think my life is at that time like a ride with a roller-coaster.
First: It´s going up and down...
and Second: You never know what will come next.
So you can discribe my life.
---> One time the thing with Sam and me is perfect like it is now again :) , but like i said: you never know what will come next.
Okay i think it´s better when i discribe what´s going on now. ;)
Sam and me are together again and that makes me really happy. It´s better when we do the things for expactant parent together and i needn´t do everything alone.
For example:
Mum arranged for us to go to classes which are called NCT. She said that she visited them when she was pregant and they helped her very much and she founded new friends. Well we did what she said and yes i will never go back to this class, maybe we will find another, but this one was terrible. All of them there were older than our parents and there was a teacher of Sams school. One time and never again! :D
Ooh teacher is a good word. Now my hole school and Sams hole school knows that i´m pregnant. Great thing really, when everybody is starring at your belly. =/ arggh
There was another thing i wanted to tell, but that´s strange i don´t know anymore ....
aaah okay i´ve got it again^^
I wanted to tell the story, how Sam and me came together again.
- Sam and me went to hospital for a scan, where you at the baby on an X-ray machine and thank god they told us that everythink is okay. Then they asked whether we want to know if it´s a girl or boy. Sam didn´t want to know it, but i couldn´t wait to know it. =)
Now it´s going to be official:
It´s a BOY! :)
I can´t say whether i wanted to have a girl. I´m just happy to know that everything is okay. ;)
Now back to the story...
When we came out from the hospital, i took Sams hand, because it made me happy and maybe even a bit proud to see my own baby. Then i asked Sam how he feels and then we talked a bit about the past and so on and after a while we came to the future, that means the aspect : staying friends or beeing together for a long time. I asked him : " Do you think you might want to be more than friends?", and suddenly he kissed me and i kissed him. We both had find out that we spended to much time together and we will change that. When we were the first time together we didn´t ignored our friend, in our world there were just Sam and me and no one else and maybe that was our problem.

I think that was all for this moment. More comes later ;) :)





Look, that´s our little son :)