Kapitel 6

Now i´m a mother and Sam is a father and before Roof ( that´s the name of our little son ) i could´t imagine beeing a mother, but know i can´t imagine living without Roof. I really love him more than my own live. Sure, beeing a mother isn´t so easy. Sleep the whole night? That is a foreign word for me and okay it´s also hard when you go to school and you have got a baby. Well Sams mum and my parent help us where they can, it´s great! I think without them, there could be nothing right. Sure there are problems, but when i look into Roofs little face, i know why i hadn´t give him away or something else.

Kapitel 6,7&8

Kapitel 5.

I don´t know what happened, but that with Sam and me ... it´s over.
I think that it´s the best when i tell the whole story now.
It was Sams 16 birthday and i had to talk to him. You know i was late with my period and i wanted to know if i´m pregnant or not. We met at Starbucks. I arrives there before Sam and this time when i was waiting for Sam was terrible, i didn´t know what Sam would say when i really was pregnant. Suddenly Sam arrived and together we went to chemist´s, to buy a pregnancy-test, but there we hadn´t enough money. So i went home for more money, but when i came back ... there was no Sam anymore ...

Kapitel 5

I don´t know what happened, but the thing with Sam and me ... it´s over.
Now, i will tell you what happened.
It was Sams 16 birthdayand i had to meet him, because we had to talk to eath other. You know i was late with my period and i wanted to know if i was pregnant or not.
So we met at starbucks. I arrives there for Sam and this time was terrible, because i don´t know

FUTURE?

Pregnant? :-0



Oh my god. I am desperate. Maybe i will get a baby. I don´t know what to do when my suspicion is right. First i don´t know if i could offer my baby a good life. I´m at school and i don´t have a job or money. Mum would freak out and Sam? Well i don´t think that he would stay with me and the baby, so the baby won´t have a real dad. BUT i can´t kill my own baby. This would be the end of my nerves. I would aways think , what would be if everything had gone good, Mum and Sam helped me, things like that. Or maybe i would be a good mum,well a teeny-mum like Sams mum. A decision like that would destroy me and my life. Till now i don´t loose the hope that there´s a good end for me. OK! I must go out. I need some fresh air, that all is too much.

Kapitel 4

I don´t know, but something is wrong with Sam and me. We don´t meet each other every day and Sam is really strange. Somethimes i have got the feeling that he will not see me and he just meets me, because he don´t want to make me sad. The problem is that i don´t know a real reason for this behaviour. I can just speculate. A few days ago my parents invited Sam for lunch and it was terrible. They were outrageous to Sam and for that i hate them! If that is the reason why Sam is like that , i will never talk to them again. A other reason could be that we see each other to much and Sam needs his "freedom". We will see what will happen next.

Kapitel 3

I really have to say that my world ist perferct at this time. Now Sam is my boyfriend and i am so happy. Sam is the best boyfriend i ever had. He is so nice and cute. We meet each other every day and i still can´t imagine living without him. I can talk with him about every thing and he always listens to me and helps me when i´ve got a problem, but i have to be careful. In school i just wait for the end to go home and meet him. I can´t concentrate and if mum will notice that i am dead. but till now my grades are good, so mum can´t say something. Well what else can i say? I really love Sam and i hope that we will always be together, because i don´t think that i can love somebody so much like him. PERFECT WORLD! :):):)